Monday, January 24, 2005
If I don't see the sun soon, I'm going to go POSTAL!!!!
It's funny what a little thing like gray skies can do for your frame of mind. This happens to me every winter when we have these conversions and I can't see the sun for days. I get absolutely homicidal/suicidal. The change in my psyche is absolutely mind boggling. I'm afraid Chet is ready to move into the shop permanently. I feel bad I have made him feel like I absolutely don't want him around me, but that isn't it really. I just feel like I'm going to explode, and I don't want him to be standing in the blast. We had just a peak of sunshine yesterday afternoon, so I stood in the window for a long time then went out and cleaned moss out of the pond. Unfortunately, it was just a tease. I would sure like to be able to get my bike out and go for a ride along the greenbelt in the sunshine. Alas, here's to holding on to sanity until the sun comes back.
The sun'll come out tomorrow, tomorrow bet yer bottom dollar........blah blah blah
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I wonder if that's my problem. I am pissy with a capital P. I don't want to work, exercise, eat right, go to school, sit on the couch, clean the house, sleep, watch movies, have fun, blah blah blah. Everything sucks. I think I need to go to the beach. Here's to hoping the sun comes out soon.
Oh yes the dreaded post holiday blues. The intermittent time between old man winter and the lion of spring. I too am in the funk with this crap and can tell you that I can't grow without the sun. I want to crawl inside myself and sleep until Easter. I hate this and I hate it every year. I told myself last year that I would not do this to myself this year, that I would enjoy the winter and do some skiing, but even that has been a chore and without the snow it makes it hard. So I press on and when I do get a glimpse of the sun I revel in its glory.
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